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Monday, February 15th, 2010

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    12:49a
    And the simple fact that he was trusting her with...
    And the simple fact that he was trusting her with this
    It was the other man, Baerd, they named him, who said to Rovigo, "If you are truly set on coming with us to Senzio, then we will have to find a place on the coast to put your daughter ashore
    "Why, exactly?" Alais had said quickly before Rovigo could answerShe could feel her color rising as all eyes turned to herThey were down below deck, crowded in her father's cabin
    Baerd's eyes were very dark by candlelightHe was a hard-looking, even a dangerous-seeming man, but his voice when he answered her was not unkind
    "Because I don't believe in subjecting people to unnecessary risksThere is danger in what we are about to doThere are also reasons for us to face those dangers, and your dior saddle handbag father's assistance and that of his men if he trusts them, is important to usFor you to come would be a danger without necessityDoes that make sense?"
    She forced herself to be calm"Only if you judge me a child, incapable of any contribution"I am the same age as Catriana and I think I now understand what is happening hereWhat you have been trying to doI can say that I have the same desire as any of you to be free
    "There are truths in thatI think she should come It was, remarkably, Catriana"Baerd," she went on, "if this is truly the time that will decide, we have no business refusing people who feel the way we doNo right to decide that they must huddle in their homes waiting to see if they are still slaves or not when the summer ends
    Baerd gucci women's watches looked at Catriana for a long time but said nothingHe turned to Rovigo, deferring to him with a gestureIn her father's face Alais could see worry and love warring with his pride in herAnd then, by the light of the candles, she saw that inner battle end
    "If we get through this alive," Rovigo d'Astibar said to his daughter, his life, his joy in life, "your mother will kill meYou know that, don't you?"
    "I'll try to protect you," Alais said gravely, though her heart was racing like a wild thing
    It had been their talk at the railing of the ship, she knewShe knew it absolutelyThe two of them looking at the cliffs under moonlight after the storm
    I don't know what it is, she had said, but I need more
    I know, her father had repliedIf I could give discount louis vuitton handbags it, it would be yoursThe world and the stars of Eanna would all be yours
    It was because of that, because he loved her and meant what he had said, that he was allowing her to come with them to where the world they knew would be put into the balance
    Of that journey to Senzio she remembered two things particularlyStanding at the rail early one morning with Catriana as they moved north up the coast of AstibarOne tiny village, and then another and another, the roofs of houses bright in the sun, small fishing boats bobbing between the Sea Maid and the shore
    "That one is my home," Catriana said suddenly, breaking a silence, speaking so softly only Alais could hear"And that boat with the blue sail is actually my father's Her voice was odd, tiffany bean earrings eerily detached from the meaning of the words
    "We have to stop, then!" Alais had murmured urgently"I'll tell my father! He'll
    Catriana laid a hand on her arm
    "Not yet," she'd said"I can't see him yet
    That was one memoryThe other, very different, was of rounding the northern tip of Farsaro Island early in the morning and seeing the ships of Ygrath and the Western Palm anchored in the harbor thereShe had been afraid then, as the reality of what they were sailing towards was brought home to her in that vision, at once brightly colorful and forbidding as grey deathBut she had looked over at Catriana, and her father, and then at the old Duke, Sandre, who named himself Tomaz now, and she had seen shadings of doubt and anxiety in each of them as chanel cambon handbags w
    12:49a
    Only Baerd, carefully counting the flotilla, had...
    Only Baerd, carefully counting the flotilla, had a different kind of expression on his face
    If she'd been forced to put a name to that look she would have said, hesitantly, that it was desire
    The next afternoon they had come to Senzio, and had moored the Maid in the crowded harbor and gone ashore, and so had come, at the end of the day, to an inn all the others seemed to know aboutAnd the five of them had walked through the doors of that tavern into a flashing of joy bright and sudden as the sun come up from the rim of the sea
    Devin embraced her tightly and then kissed her on the lips, and then Alessan, after a moment's visible anxiety at her presence and a searching glance at her father, did exactly the sameThere was a lean-faced grey-haired man named Erlein with them, and then a number of other men in the tavern came up, Naddo was one name, Ducas another, and there was tiffany and co earrings uk an older blind man with those two whose name she never caughtHe walked with the aid of a magnificent stickIt had the most extraordinary carved eagle's head, with eyes so piercing they seemed almost to be a compensation for the loss of his own
    There were others as well, from all over, it seemedShe missed most of their namesThere was a great deal of noiseThe innkeeper brought them wine: two bottles of Senzio green and a third one of Astibar's blue wineShe had a small, careful glass of each, watching everyone, trying to sort through the chaotic babble of all that was saidAlessan and Baerd drew briefly apart for a moment, she noticed; when they returned to the table both men looked thoughtful and somewhat grim
    Then Devin and Alessan and Erlein had to go back and make their music for an hour while the others ate, and Alais, flushed and terribly excited, inwardly relived the tiffany bracelets feel of the two men's lips upon hersShe found herself smiling shyly at everyone, afraid that her face was giving away exactly what she was feeling
    Afterwards they made their way upstairs behind the broad back of the innkeeper's wife to their roomsAnd later, when it was quiet on that upper level Catriana led her from the room they were put in, down the hall to the bedroom Devin and Alessan and Erlein shared
    They were there, and a number of other men, some of the ones she'd just met, and a few who were strangersHer father entered a moment later with Sandre and BaerdShe and Catriana were the only women thereShe had a moment to feel a little strange about that, and to think about how far she was from home, before everyone fell silent as Alessan pushed a hand through his hair and began to speak
    And as he did, Alais, concentrating, gradually came to understand with the others the mens brushed steel and gold cartier watch dimensions, the truly frightening shape, of what he proposed to do
    At a certain point he stopped and looked at three men one by oneAt Duke Sandre first, then at a round-faced Certandan named Sertino sitting with Ducas, and finally, almost challengingly, at Erlein di Senzio
    The three of them were wizards, she understoodIt was a hard thing to come to terms withThe exiled Duke of AstibarTheir neighbor in the distrada all her life
    The man called Erlein was sitting on his bed, his back against the wall, hands crossed over his breastHe was breathing hard
    "It is clear to me now that you have lost your mind," he said"You have lived in your dreams so long you've lost sight of the worldAnd now you are going to kill people in your madness
    Alais saw Devin open his mouth and then snap it shut without speaking
    "All of this is possible," Alessan said, with an unexpected mildness"It is dior saddle handbag possible I am pursuing a path of madness, though I think notBut yes, there are likely to be a great many people killedWe always knew that; the real madness would have been in pretending otherwiseFor the moment though, compose your spirit and ease your soulYou know as well as I do, nothing is happening
    "Nothing? What do you mean?" It was her father
    Alessan's expression was wry, almost bitter"Haven't you noticed? You were in the harbor, you walked through the townHave you seen any Barbadian troops? Any Ygrathens, soldiers from the west? Nothing is happeningAlberico of Barbadior has his entire army massed on the border, and the man refuses to order them north!"
    "He is afraid," said Sandre flatly in the silence that followed"He's afraid of Brandin
    "Perhaps," her father said thoughtfully"Or else he is just cautious
    "What do we do then?" asked the red-bearded Tregean named dior saddle Duca

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